missing you baby

God how somedays i miss you more than others i have been reading about other babies whose moms are like me alone grieving how sad how lonley

next week tabby wants us to go to va to help with the kids but all i want to do is sit here and cry i miss you so much i miss looking in the back window yelling at you to stop messign wiht your brother i miss dooing all the things we used to do i miss cuddling most of all i miss you


i wish my girls could understand how to love their children like we did you they dont understand just how wonderful life is when its full of children and the joy they bring to ones life

i guess no one knows until they no longer have the joy i their home

mom love you baby